I was not born to love
Cursed to travel and stay
On the peak of the world's highest mountain

Up there I saw how the world works
But once I wanted to change my destiny
Yet my star forbade me to do so

Sometimes to change one's destiny is to accept it
To accept it is to face it
How cruel is this life to me

I have all the battle scars
The rewards of triumph that no one is interested
All they care are their passion for each other

When you are unaccepted on this Earth
When even your roots cut you from their tree
Soar and fly until you look down upon them.

I was not born to love
And I do not want to love
For it is an overrated thing that only fools suffer

I was not born to love
And I dream of the worldly things that blinded me
Yet when I'm satisfied with it, I'll reach for more until the world is empty.

I was not born to love
And I'll die without love
06.09.17