Cutting Myself

Came across the topic this morning, without any such reason. btw this blog is the only place where i can express freely unlike in social media sites where there aretoo much people whoknow me haha. But still Idon't get the point why cutting yourself happens with too many peeople, i have a classmate who do so
The title is actually just a kicker, i dont really cut myself, and i wont do it ever, i dont have any reason to do it, and even though i have one, i will be too afraid to hurt myself,physical pain is always my weaknes, i dont struggle with emotional nor mental pains.

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GOLEDEN COMPASS ANALYSIS:
SORRY FORALL THE ERRORS, I did not edit it, it is as it is when i am first writing it.

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i was watching the golden compass, when i suddenly realized its anti christianity or atheism theme. i readd many controversies 

but i think this film is somehow of a good approach or can be molded to be in the side of the church. you see the demons or the

walking animals, although they are somehow friendly, somehow can be compared to the knowledge we are getting (conciousness)

and these demons must be removed. illuminatis are thinking that knowledge, calling themselves the enlighten ones who are so

very intelligent and not wise are removed from them by the church just like what is portrayed by the magesterium preventing the

study of dust. but i have a question, what is the benefit from being able to study everything or discover things, does it make 

life easy, no? really because wewould just keep on asking and desiring more things. we will never be contented. science has done

many things, amazing things, but those things are destroying ourselves. technology, too much accumulation and waste of energy, 

an pollution which is a result of industrial revolution. in the film there is a process when the demon is not settled yet if

someone is still a child, this is the point, children play and they are happy, something that most adults cannot achieve, there

is somehow a proccess to cut this demon where we will be able to get away from "thoughts" that will make us unhappy, in this case

conciousness, lust, greed, etc. let us go back to the first story in the Bible, Adam and Eve, they ate the apple, this apple is

knowledge, everything that differs us from God's other creation. but look at what it does to us, it is destroying us, think if they

did not ate the apple, then we will just be like monkeys and other creatures who just enjoy the natural properties of life, and

that is the best thing we might achieve, we will be away from evil.

first i want to dicontinue watching the movie but now i understand that we can use it on our side, we dont need knowledge, we need

wisdom, who cares about the laws of physics and all sciences, if all of our decisions will be fine, if those so called scientists

would have proven themselves, then we have people with great wisdom on our side that is why i always support the doctrine of the 

church and the pope specially, Pope Francis who told me that there is no such thing as a catholic God but God Himself.

Sometimes, i feel like I am divided, both hemispheres of my brains act. they are battling who ever will have the most control over

one another.  But me I will always be on God's bidding.

Somehow i like the cutting proccess which removes us from the works of the demons or dust.

PS the dust that the ancestors releases was from the apple :)